Yesterday:
$25.60 Fuji Sushi (lunch for two)
$72.14 Whole Foods (shopping for the week?)
$50.59 CVS (shopping for the month?)
Today:
$2.00 bottle of water.
$3.00 snacks in the day
$12.00 Xi'an famous foods (dinner for two)
I am deeply depressed today. The prospect of continuing to be a biglaw lawyer is starting to wear on me. Deeply unhappy about this. The dream job is over. In, what I believe, is bullshit HR nonsense. I don't know how I am going to be able to cope with this. Even if objectively, my job is not something that sounds that unbearable, I am just so deeply disappointed in my job, so deeply disappointed in ending up as a corporate lawyer serving the bad guys, that I don't know what to do with myself? This disappointment is beginning to consume me.
How do you fix it when you are too demoralized to do anything? I need to find my will. I have no discipline and I have no will and it is starting to ruin my life.
$25.60 Fuji Sushi (lunch for two)
$72.14 Whole Foods (shopping for the week?)
$50.59 CVS (shopping for the month?)
Today:
$2.00 bottle of water.
$3.00 snacks in the day
$12.00 Xi'an famous foods (dinner for two)
I am deeply depressed today. The prospect of continuing to be a biglaw lawyer is starting to wear on me. Deeply unhappy about this. The dream job is over. In, what I believe, is bullshit HR nonsense. I don't know how I am going to be able to cope with this. Even if objectively, my job is not something that sounds that unbearable, I am just so deeply disappointed in my job, so deeply disappointed in ending up as a corporate lawyer serving the bad guys, that I don't know what to do with myself? This disappointment is beginning to consume me.
How do you fix it when you are too demoralized to do anything? I need to find my will. I have no discipline and I have no will and it is starting to ruin my life.
2 comments:
call me when you get back. j
weird, this didn't hit my email. will do.
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