Sunday, April 26, 2009

YEAH!!

That is all.

Friday, April 17, 2009

Full Blown Obsessions.

Bjork - more historical than current.

The Wire - one full rundown down complete, surely to be repeated.

Radio Lab - apparently the reaction is not universal, but that just means you suck.

Deadwood - so good that you're upset no one else was in the room to witness what it is that just unfolded.

David Foster Wallace - this one is going to be trouble. BIG trouble.
...Read it or don't. (Start here for pure joy if you do)

No more pushing. But my life is so immensely, incredibly, and internally richer for it.


And Every. Single. One.
...a sense of wonder at this beautiful mess.

Monday, April 13, 2009

Infinite Jest.

Edit: Following on Sarah's comment about the size of this fucker, has anyone ever cut a large book into 2 or 3 normal sized pieces and rebound it themselves?


I am now, much like my quitting smoking fiasco, broadcasting that I have begun to read Infinite Jest in order to prepare myself for the battle that may be awaiting me by using public shaming as an additional buttress.

Wish me luck, though so far having read 1.38% of it, it is every bit as enthralling and mind bending as I had hoped.

If you have ever wanted to read this book, or just are in the mood for something that by all appearances is going to be deeply challenging and equally rewarding and twisted, I maybe sorta hope that you will take the leap and try and read this fucker as I do. Sorta like AA. Or a book club. I'm only on page 15 of 1079 right now, and I imagine I won't make it past page 50 tonight before I fall asleep. Let me know.

Sunday, April 12, 2009

Abercrombie and Fitch.

I used to really have it out for Abercrombie: the people who wore abercrombie, their advertisements, the whole she-bang. It just felt like it represented all of the wrong things. It wasn't evil or malicious or anything like that, but just...wrong. I generally stopped caring as we appeared to be moving out of the age group where people buy these clothes.

Anyway...I read this article today about how A&F refuses to cut prices and is trying to remain a luxury brand in the midst of the recession, quite stupidly, and how their share prices are tanking and they are struggling quite a bit. Not interesting. Then found a link to a picture of the Chairman and CEO of the company, one Mr. Mike Jeffries.
"To Jeffries, the "A&F guy" is the best of what America has to offer: He's cool, he's beautiful, he's funny, he's masculine, he's optimistic, and he's certainly not "cynical" or "moody," two traits he finds wholly unattractive." - Salon, January 24, 2006


The man is 64.

Thursday, April 09, 2009

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Yeah, that makes sense.

"Swiss-filled?" Eddie Murphy? Pee Wee Herman?

Come on people. I think we should open up an advertising agency called "Not Morons LLP": We would making a killing.


(From the website: And you have no business asking why the fuck I went there in the first place. One of you might have some inkling.)

Ho Hos ® - Another San Francisco Treat

Apparently, rice isn't the only San Francisco treat. The history of Hostess Ho Hos dates back to 1967, when a San Francisco bakery began hand-producing the Swiss-filled chocolate cakes elegantly enrobed in delectable confectionary coating.

Over the years, the tubular snack has enjoyed its share of laughs. In connection with the 1999 introduction of Nutty Ho Hos, which added chopped peanuts to the original roll, a search was launched for the country's nuttiest celebrity laugh - or ho ho. (We know what you're thinking, but not everyone laughs with a ha ha. Just ask Santa.) When the votes were tallied, Americans decided that comedian Eddie Murphy's laugh took the proverbial cake, followed by the kooky cackles of Phyllis Diller, Roseanne Barr and Pee Wee Herman.


Monday, March 30, 2009

The Shadow Banking System.

I've been watching Quantum of Solace on a calm night off, drinking some beers, lounging on my couch doing absolutely nothing (except responding to RS' absurdity of absurdities on the previous post...which explains the 30 odd comments), and even though it's midnight and I have a 9 am call tomorrow morning and my mind is not functioning optimally at all from the beerage, I thought maybe I'd take a stab at the Shadow Banking System. I have to say, as a term, it is an awesome one. (And Quantum of Solace appears to mark a very quick descent for the previously good Daniel Craig bond movie into schlocky, overwrought, over directed and over choreographed action nonsense. But, as usual, the bond girl was smokin.)

As always, subject to the usual caveats, I have the distinct idea that what I'm about to write is going to sound very pompous and bizarre in tone, but I find it easier to write this way, so go fuck yourself with a big rubber dick and then call your mother to report on it, because, for a fact, I know she likes being fucked with a big rubber dick and would love to hear some family input on the matter. Yes, I'm talking to you. Even if you are my brother.

So to understand the shadow banking system, the normal banking system needs a quick review. (Pardon me if this is too elementary, but I still barely understand this myself.) Let's start with the concept of money and the money supply. So there's about 900 billion dollars of physical US currency in circulation right now, yet US GDP is somehow over 13 trillion. How is this possible? What is money, if not currency? How do you "print" money if you're not actually printing money? What the fuck is money? Yes, let's start there.

Well, we'll start there after this. The control of the US money supply is crucial to maintaining stability in the economy. If the US government "prints" too much money, that is, if the Federal Reserve lends out too much money at super low interest rates, then money because less valuable. That's inflation. This is what has happened in Zimbabwe, where the government printed SO much money that inflation was last reported at 231 million percent. Yes. I typed that correctly.

So why did i put "prints" in quotations? Because when the US "prints" money, that has absolutely nothing to do with printing currency. "Printing" money merely means increasing the money supply. What the fuck does THAT mean? (They now call this "Quantitative Easing" in the press, if you ever wondered wtf that means.)

Starting with the simplest banking system. Imagine you have 100 dollars of value, whatever that means. Lets just say that is 100 dollars of hard currency, let's say Gold. You take that 100 dollars and you put it in a bank. The bank says "cool doucher" and then promptly turns around and lends that money to RS, doucher extraordinaire. Now the bank cannot lend out all 100 dollars. It has to have SOME money in the bank if you decide to come back and get your money. So it holds a "capital cushion" or a "reserve." Roughly speaking, this is usually 4% to 8% of that 100 dollars. Anyway, so the bank takes 100 from you and lends 92 dollars to RS, doucher extraordinaire. RS, doucher extraordinaire, then goes to another bank and deposits those 92 dollars in another bank, which we will call Boucher Bank. So then Doucher Bank (not to be mistaken with Deutsche Bank), lends out like 86 of those dollars to me. I then take those 86 dollars and deposit them in my bank, Awesome Bank, which lends the money out after holding some cushion of its own. By now you get the picture. From those 100 dollars of original currency, the banking system, through its loans, has effectively "printed" 100 + 92 + 86 + ad nauseam dollars. And ALL of that, every entry on the books, is real money. At any time, each of us could go to our respective banks and should be able to pull our money out. And it has value. (Of course, underlying all of this is the stability of the banking system and the confidence that not everyone will run to get their money out of the banks at once. As NPR aptly put it, money is trust. And this is why.)

So the Federal Reserve's job, generally speaking, is to set the amount that banks have to hold in reserve, and thus control how much is being lent out at each iteration, and thus controlling how much money is in the system. So if the Fed were to require banks to hold 20 dollars for every 100 dollars it takes in, only 80 could be lent out the next time, and so on and so forth, leading to MUCH less money in the system compared to a situation where banks only had to hold 4 dollars for every 100. In addition, the Federal Reserve also operates as a bank. It lends out money at interest rates it sets (Federal Funds Rate), and by lending at high or low rates, it also controls the general interest rate in the economy. By setting these capital reserve requirements and interest rates, the Fed controls the amount of currency that exists in the system. If it looks like there's going to be massive inflation and money will start to lose its value, the Fed will ramp up the capital cushions and ramp up interest rates, thus restricting the amount of lending and thus shrinking the money supply. This is also why Alan Greenspan is getting F'd in the A over his time at the Fed. He kept the interest rates super low when he should have reined them in...leading to a massively inflated asset bubble. Nevermind.

Anyway, there you have it. The money supply. Banks have to hold certain reserves at the Federal Reserve's dictates and that constitutes the primary means that the government has to control inflation, the money supply, and in some sense, economic growth. And it generally worked.

So what the holy fuck is the shadow banking system?

The shadow banking system is where lending and borrowing takes place outside of this oversight and supervision. This is where derivatives and mortgage-backed securities and other such nonsense come into play. So imagine a bank, instead of taking in deposits and lending out those deposits, or lending money for a mortgage and taking the house as collateral, decides to engage in a brand new endeavor. Instead, this bank decides that it will not keep any of the loans on its books. So it will loan out lots and lots of money for people to buy their houses. And then it will take the houses as collateral. So far, just like a normal mortgage.

But now, instead of holding the houses and loans on their books, and holding the capital cushion, they will drop all of the loans and houses into a giant pool, slice them into securities and sell them to Wall Street investors. So Wall Street will get the 6% interest rates being paid on those mortgages, the home owners will get funding to buy their houses from the Wall Street funding, and the bank no longer holds either while taking a cut off the top. If you dig in to this structure, you notice that there is lending. You notice there is borrowing. You notice that everything operates the way it normally would in a banking system. It IS a fucking banking system. Money is borrowed and lent by banks.

EXCEPT, because the banks are not taking in and lending out that original 100 dollars, they are not required to hold 8 dollars on their books anymore. So you still have that same 100 dollars, and instead of that 100 dollars become 92 dollars, and then becoming 88 dollars, and so on....you have the 100 dollars and no restrictions on lending.

Thus, instead of the Fed controlling the money supply by carefully controlling and calibrating the "reserve ratio" or "capital cushion," you have unfettered loans by all of these banks without any regard to capital requirements. In essence, these banks are "printing" more and more money with each of these lending structures, and it is completely out of the control of the regulators. Banks begin to loan more and more and more through these structures, and the money supply is no longer able to be controlled by the Federal Reserve. And if you look at it from a bigger picture, all this lending and all this borrowing is happening, it's just been restructured outside the formal banking system. Hence, the shadow banking system.

And the consequence? The level of consumer and household debt dramatically increases. And what we perceive to be "Growth" because there's more money, is actually an increase in the money supply and an increase in debt. And then a bubble inflates. And inflates. And inflates. And then pops. And here we are.

Anyhow, I'm not even going to bother re-reading that. I'm slightly tipsy and I'm not even sure if that made any sense. But I thought I'd share it, incomprehensible or not. Because it interests me. And I remember how I used to find everything financial and everything economic entirely incomprehensible until I somehow found a way to understand it. And hopefully, I am helping SOMEONE in that process.

Did anyone make it this far? Peace out bitches.

Saturday, March 28, 2009

Corn and Finance.

Financial players have managed to take a single measure of value, and slice, dice, reportion, repackage, and redesign the risk so that it appears in many different incarnations, each different from the others but reflecting the same underlying economic value. And my use of multiple verbs above, which are usually used by the media with a negative connotation, are meant in no such way. I actually think that the transformation of value into different vehicles can be tremendously useful - as long as the markets can actually keep up with the scope of their complexity, which has proven to not be the case. Just as humans are limited, all participants in the market are limited.

So today, I thought I would trace the source of our regulatory failure (i.e. fragmentation) through a single prism: A bushel of corn.

  • Buy or sell a bushel of corn? No regulator. At least not a financial regulator. Who knows about the corn gods.

  • Sweet. Now you've sold your bushel of corn. Put the money from that bushel of corn into a bank. Now that money is regulated by bank regulators the Federal Reserve, Office of Thrift Supervision, or the Office of the Comptroller of the Currency depending on what the bank looks like. And the Federal Deposit Insurance Corporation (FDIC) which will save your ass if the bank fails.

  • Buy the bushel of corn in advance, that is, buy a future in corn? Then that contract for that future bushel of corn is regulated by the Commodities and Futures Trade Commission (CFTC).

  • Forget the corn itself, it's too corny. How about you buy an ownership stake the company that sells the corn? Now you've bought yourself an equity stake, a security, a share in a company. Now you're subject to the SEC and 50 state securities regulators.

  • Too complicated. How about instead of selling away rights to your corn company, you just agree to sell the stream of income from the bushels of corn? Well you got yourself a security still. And the SEC and 50 state securities regulators are watching.

  • Eh. Still complicated. I'm just gonna grow corn and pay a tiny little percentage to the insurance company and buy insurance on whether that corn crop will survive the season. Now you are subject to zero federal supervision, and you are instead subject to 50 different state insurance regulators all with their own rules. Yay federalism!

  • Ok, so let's simplify again...what if you just decide to flat out lend money to the farmer who grows the corn? Now you have to watch out for state usury laws, or, if the farmer is getting loans from lots and lots of people and decides to issue standardized debt agreements (bonds), then you're once again dealing in securities, although this time they're debt securities, and the SEC is breathing down your neck.
  • Now fuck the corn itself, how about you just learn about the corn markets and get paid to give advice to someone about whether to buy shares in the corn company or lend money to it? Now
    you're an investment adviser and the SEC regulates you as an investment adviser

  • Or, you could just sorta stand in the middle and buy and sell corn and corn related instruments to and from farmers and investors. And...take a penny or two off of every transaction, because you help the buyers and sellers find each other. Well now you're a broker-dealer. SEC and the Financial Industry Regulatory Authority (FINRA) regulate you as a broker-dealer.
And voila. The regulatory system in a nutshell. The question is then, how different are these different packages of corn? Do we really want 15 regulators regulating one thing packaged in 15 ways? Sure they're specialized and understand the nature of their little fiefdoms, but Who watches the Watchmen? (ha, I hate me too.) What is being pushed now by the Treasury and the Fed is to consolidate regulatory authority so that entire systems of finance don't develop in the gaps between these fiefdoms, which is exactly what has happened.

I'm not sure why I wrote this post, especially because I don't feel like taking it any further. I guess I've been thinking about this a lot and remember a very interesting day, like a year ago, when suddenly this insight about one underlying source of value splintering into a thousand different instruments, each with a different regulator, hit me like a ton of bricks....and found it interesting. Hopefully you will too? I dunno. I've also been sorta itching to write about the shadow banking system, mostly because it is such an awesome term, and because writing these things out helps me dig a little deeper into the details myself. Maybe I'll do that.

In the meanwhile, Disgrace by Coetzee was awesome. Now I'm onto reading essays, watching more Deadwood, and doing whatever the f I want because it's saturday and I need to relax.

Sunday, March 22, 2009

To Live Deliberately

...is a lesson I find myself losing and regaining from time to time. I ask you to remind me in those moments I am clearly and utterly derailed. Life is very good and I need to remain slow enough to enjoy it.

Before digging into the first layer of self-indulgence, allow me to make a point: It is unfortunate for this guy, and the rest of us, that this was CNN's choice of photo for the fact that the stock markets have been on an upswing during the last week.

Moving on...

Tonight was a very good night, in the most unextraordinary ways. This post will exemplify all of the mundanity popularly mocked on blogs, but I persist because my blog is fairly closely controlled as to viewership, and I know you all well enough that I can tell you to suck it and hear a "no you suck it" in return, so whatever.

After making a 6.1 mile run, on concrete no less, along the East River from 11th street all the way to the southern tip of Manhattan and back, I went shopping at my local pasta place and bought one of those awesome pepperoni/sausages draped over the steel bar above the counter, a pound and a half of fresh gnocchi, and a large loaf of bread. I limped home, loaded myself up on gnocchi and bread (the entire loaf which I managed to finish tonight, and laid on my couch with a Sam Adams catching up on The Office and 30 Rock until I passed out from sheer exhaustion for 3 hours on my couch. Apparently Stringer Bell is now on The Office. Holy jesus.

Upon waking up, I flipped on the Duke game and ordered a burger from a local joint with fries, diet coke, and a oreo ice cream sandwich, which I wolfed down with impressive esophogeal agility and proceeded to trudge out to Blockbuster to pick up Disc 1 of Season 2 of Deadwood (quickly moving up on my list of "totally awesomes") and then decided, on a whim, to stop by the Strand Bookstore and pick up a book or two to keep me human. I wandered the store for about an hour, listening to the new Sigur Ros album (which is excellent by the way, and very very different than their earlier albums, except the talent remains) and was just like a pig in shit wandering by myself amongst books. And I definitely wasn't alone. Turns out a lot of people also like to spend their Saturday evenings wandering in a bookstore. I bought two books: Disgrace by Coetzee, which I have been avoiding for fear that it is too obscure for me to comprehend (see, e.g., Foucault's Pendulum, was I really supposed to enjoy that?)) and The Best American Essays 2008, which I am surprisingly excited about.

Then, I wandered home and decided to start reading both of the books.
Disgrace is shockingly clear, simply written, not the slightest bit obscure and extremely accessible in all respects. I have enjoyed the first 30 pages, and I expect to enjoy the rest, when the story finally picks up. As for the book of essays, I am actually very excited about that as well. Despite the apparent schlockiness of the premise of some publisher collecting the "Best Of" of each year and releasing 30 volumes of the "Best Short Stories," "Best Mystery Stories," "Best Political Writing," "Best Sports Writing" and on and on...I actually find these compilations to be fantastic filters for some truly excellent writing and forceful thinking. I would recommend them highly. (Unless, of course, you have the ability to truly dig deeply and discover all of the wonder of the writing world on your own devices, in which case I think it's ok that you don't try them out. And then recommend some good stuff to me. And then realize that I'm mocking you.)

Anyhow, after reading for about an hour and a half or so, I decided to crack yet another beer and watch the first two episodes of Deadwood, Season 2. So good. I am already missing the show despite the fact that I have at least 22 hours left to go. Feels like I'm watching The Wire again.

(P.S. Watch The Wire.)

Saturday, March 21, 2009

*Shakes his head*

I was just reading an article about Obama's overtures to the Iranian people, which, win or lose, seems like such an incredibly smart and correct move to make. And then suddenly buried my face in my hands:

Do you remember when George Bush decided to label Iran part of the Axis of Evil?

What the fuck!? The "Axis." Fucked up given the history of the world.

Of. Ok that's kinda neutral.

Evil. Um. Did he just declare an entire country and its people to be Evil?

Evil!?

Anyway that's over now. Back to watching Deadwood at 8 am because I passed out, cell phone in hand, until it dropped onto the ground, directly under my bed...until the alarm decided to go off at 8 am and force me to get out of bed and scramble onto my hands and knees to find the source of this irritating and unlocatable sound.

Gurgh.

Sunday, March 15, 2009

Life Update.

I just jointed Mint.com to start trying to keep better track of my money. It seems pretty cool, since it electronically tracks ALL of your financial information in a consolidated analytical tool. Loans, credit cards, bank accounts, 401k, assets, liabilities, and all of that sort of nonsense. It should also help track spending patterns, which will be quite helpful.

Lesson of the day? My net worth is currently -$125,727.50. There. I said it. To be continued.

Oh, and in my lovely lovely free time, I managed to watch another movie: Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist, which I really did enjoy. 'Tis a sweet movie.

And...time more some more of doing nothing! Whoo!!

Saturday, March 14, 2009

Never go full retard.

From Tropic Thunder

Ben Stiller's character: "There were times when I was doing Jack when I actually felt retarded. Like really retarded."

Robert Downey Jr.'s character: "Oh yeah. Damn."

Stiller: "In a weird way, I had to sort of just free myself up to believe that it was okay to be stupid or dumb."

Downey: "To be a moron."

Stiller: "Yeah."

Stiller: "It's what we do, right?"

Downey: "Everybody knows you never do a full retard."

Stiller: "What do you mean?"

Downey: "Check it out. Dustin Hoffman, 'Rain Man,' look retarded, act retarded, not retarded. Count toothpicks to your cards. Autistic, sure. Not retarded. You know Tom Hanks, 'Forrest Gump.' Slow, yes. Retarded, maybe. Braces on his legs. But he charmed the pants off Nixon and won a ping-pong competition. That ain't retarded. You went full retard, man. Never go full retard."

Ok, so I mentioned earlier I was reading and have finished Beloved, by Toni Morrison. The book is incredibly written, finely wrought with some of the best crafted sentences and passages I've ever read. I would continue, but no one cares.

The follow-up is this: I just watched the Oprah Winfrey version of the movie with Danny Glover and Thandie Newton. This is Thandie Newton now.

So, I was sorta surprised that she was in this movie. I thought she was just some new, up and coming actress who first arrived in Mission Impossible II, not starring as Beloved alongside Oprah. In any case, I'm a little surprised by this movie. I can't imagine that it makes any sense whatsoever to someone who hasn't read the book, but I'm also just...shockingly startled and annoyed by the fact that Thandie Newton appears to have chosen to go "full retard." It was probably the most unimpressive performance I've ever seen. I could have been in this movie: just let your jaw go slack, crooked, drool, and when you clap your hands make sure your hands don't line up and just clap the heels of your palm together. I was going to try and post a picture of Thandie in Beloved, but it turns out that only a very few pictures of her from that movie are online...but I think if you google image "Thandie Newton Beloved", the "full retard" of her role will probably be fairly apparent.

Ok, I just ate like 4 brownies and two cupcakes. I need to lay down.

Thursday, March 12, 2009

Good Reads.

By the way, I will start by saying that if you haven't watched Jon Stewart's interview with Jim Cramer on the Daily Show, you absolutely need to.


Now...onto Martin Wolf, who is one of the best commentators on the economic and financial crises. He writes for FT, and generally speaking, is excellent. I highly, highly suggest that you read this article. It is truly excellent and captures so well the destruction and fundamental reshaping of the structures and super structures of our economy and world.

Seeds of its own destruction

By Martin Wolf

Published: March 8 2009 19:13 | Last updated: March 8 2009 19:13

Another ideological god has failed. The assumptions that ruled policy and politics over three decades suddenly look as outdated as revolutionary socialism.

“The nine most terrifying words in the English language are: ‘I’m from the government and I’m here to help.’” Thus quipped Ronald Reagan, hero of US conservatism. The remark seems ancient history now that governments are pouring trillions of dollars, euros and pounds into financial systems.

“Governments bad; deregulated markets good”: how can this faith escape unscathed after Alan Greenspan, pupil of Ayn Rand and predominant central banker of the era, described himself, in congressional testimony last October, as being “in a state of shocked disbelief” over the failure of the “self-interest of lending institutions to protect shareholders’ equity”?

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In the west, the pro-market ideology of the past three decades was a reaction to the perceived failure of the mixed-economy, Keynesian model of the 1950s, 1960s and 1970s. The move to the market was associated with the election of Reagan as US president in 1980 and the ascent to the British prime ministership of Margaret Thatcher the year before. Little less important was the role of Paul Volcker, then chairman of the Federal Reserve, in crushing inflation.

Yet bigger events shaped this epoch: the shift of China from the plan to the market under Deng Xiaoping, the collapse of Soviet communism between 1989 and 1991 and the end of India’s inward-looking economic policies after 1991. The death of central planning, the end of the cold war and, above all, the entry of billions of new participants into the rapidly globalising world economy were the high points of this era.

Today, with a huge global financial crisis and a synchronised slump in economic activity, the world is changing again. The financial system is the brain of the market economy. If it needs so expensive a rescue, what is left of Reagan’s dismissal of governments? If the financial system has failed, what remains of confidence in markets?

It is impossible at such a turning point to know where we are going. In the chaotic 1970s, few guessed that the next epoch would see the taming of inflation, the unleashing of capitalism and the death of communism. What will happen now depends on choices unmade and shocks unknown. Yet the combination of a financial collapse with a huge recession, if not something worse, will surely change the world. The legitimacy of the market will weaken. The credibility of the US will be damaged. The authority of China will rise. Globalisation itself may founder. This is a time of upheaval.

How did the world arrive here? A big part of the answer is that the era of liberalisation contained seeds of its own downfall: this was also a period of massive growth in the scale and profitability of the financial sector, of frenetic financial innovation, of growing global macroeconomic imbalances, of huge household borrowing and of bubbles in asset prices.

In the US, core of the global market economy and centre of the current storm, the aggregate debt of the financial sector jumped from 22 per cent of gross domestic product in 1981 to 117 per cent by the third quarter of 2008. In the UK, with its heavy reliance on financial activity, gross debt of the financial sector reached almost 250 per cent of GDP (see charts).

Proportion of countries with banking crises

Carmen Reinhart of the University of Maryland and Kenneth Rogoff of Harvard argue that the era of liberalisation was also a time of exceptionally frequent financial crises, surpassed, since 1900, only by the 1930s. It was also an era of massive asset price bubbles. By intervening to keep their exchange rates down and accumulating foreign currency reserves, governments of emerging economies generated huge current account surpluses, which they recycled, together with inflows of private capital, into official capital outflows: between the end of the 1990s and the peak in July 2008, their currency reserves alone rose by $5,300bn.

These huge flows of capital, on top of the traditional surpluses of a number of high-income countries and the burgeoning surpluses of oil exporters, largely ended up in a small number of high-income countries and particularly in the US. At the peak, America absorbed about 70 per cent of the rest of the world’s surplus savings.

Meanwhile, inside the US the ratio of household debt to GDP rose from 66 per cent in 1997 to 100 per cent a decade later. Even bigger jumps in household indebtedness occurred in the UK. These surges in household debt were supported, in turn, by highly elastic and innovative financial systems and, in the US, by government programmes.

Throughout, the financial sector innovated ceaselessly. Warren Buffett, the legendary investor, described derivatives as “financial weapons of mass destruction”. He was proved at least partly right. In the 2000s, the “shadow banking system” emerged and traditional banking was largely replaced by the originate-and-distribute model of securitisation via constructions such as collateralised debt obligations. This model blew up in 2007.

We are witnessing the deepest, broadest and most dangerous financial crisis since the 1930s. As Profs Reinhart and Rogoff argue in another paper, “banking crises are associated with profound declines in output and employment”. This is partly because of overstretched balance sheets: in the US, overall debt reached an all-time peak of just under 350 per cent of GDP – 85 per cent of it private. This was up from just over 160 per cent in 1980.

Among the possible outcomes of this shock are: massive and prolonged fiscal deficits in countries with large external deficits, as they try to sustain demand; a prolonged world recession; a brutal adjustment of the global balance of payments; a collapse of the dollar; soaring inflation; and a resort to protectionism. The transformation will surely go deepest in the financial sector itself. The proposition that sophisticated modern finance was able to transfer risk to those best able to manage it has failed. The paradigm is, instead, that risk has been transferred to those least able to understand it. As Mr Volcker remarked during a speech last April: “Simply stated, the bright new financial system – for all its talented participants, for all its rich rewards – has failed the test of the marketplace.”

In a recent paper Andrew Haldane, the Bank of England’s executive director for financial stability, shows how little banks understood of the risks they were supposed to manage. He ascribes these failures to “disaster myopia” (the tendency to underestimate risks), a lack of awareness of “network externalities” (spill­overs from one institution to the others) and “misaligned incentives” (the upside to employees and the downside to shareholders and taxpayers).

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After the crisis, we will surely “see finance less proud”, as Winston Churchill desired back in 1925. Markets will impose a brutal, if temporary, discipline. Regulation will also tighten.

Less clear is whether policymakers will contemplate structural remedies: a separation of utility commercial banking from investment banking; or the forced reduction in the size and complexity of institutions deemed too big or interconnected to fail. One could also imagine a return of much banking activity to the home market, as governments increasingly call the tune. If so, this would be “de-globalisation”.

US & UK house prices

Churchill called also for industry to be “more content”. In the short run, however, the collapse of the financial system is achieving the opposite: a worldwide industrial slump. It is also spreading to every significant sector of the real economy, much of which is clamouring for assistance.

Yet if the financial system has proved dysfunctional, how far can we rely on the maximisation of shareholder value as the way to guide business? The bulk of shareholdings is, after all, controlled by financial institutions. Events of the past 18 months must confirm the folly of this idea. It is better, many will conclude, to let managers determine the direction of their companies than let financial players or markets override them.

A likely result will be an increased willingness by governments to protect companies from active shareholders – hedge funds, private equity and other investors. As a defective financial sector loses its credibility, the legitimacy of the market process itself is damaged. This is particularly true of the free-wheeling “Anglo-Saxon” approach.

No less likely are big changes in monetary policy. The macro­economic consensus had been in favour of a separation of responsibility for monetary and fiscal policy, the placing of fiscal policy on autopilot, independence of central banks and the orientation of monetary decisions towards targeting inflation. But with interest rates close to zero, the distinction between monetary and fiscal policy vanishes. More fundamental is the challenge to the decision to ignore asset prices in the setting of monetary policy.

Many argue that Mr Greenspan, who succeeded Mr Volcker, created the conditions for both bubbles and subsequent collapse. He used to argue that it would be easier to clean up after the bursting of a bubble than identify such a bubble in real time and then prick it. In a reassessment of the doctrine last November, Donald Kohn, Fed vice-chairman, restated the orthodox position, but with a degree of discomfort.

Mr Kohn now states that “in light of the demonstrated importance to the real economy of speculative booms and busts (which can take years to play out), central banks probably should always try to look out over a long horizon when evaluating the economic outlook and deliberating about the appropriate accompanying path of the policy rate”. Central banks will have to go further, via either monetary policy or regulatory instruments.

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Yet a huge financial crisis, together with a deep global recession, if not something far worse, is going to have much wider effects than just these.

Remember what happened in the Great Depression of the 1930s. Unemployment rose to one-quarter of the labour force in important countries, including the US. This transformed capitalism and the role of government for half a century, even in the liberal democracies. It led to the collapse of liberal trade, fortified the credibility of socialism and communism and shifted many policymakers towards import substitution as a development strategy.

The Depression led also to xenophobia and authoritarianism. Frightened people become tribal: dividing lines open within and between societies. In 1930, the Nazis won 18 per cent of the German vote; in 1932, at the height of the Depression, their share had risen to 37 per cent.

One transformation that can already be seen is in attitudes to pay. Even the US and UK are exerting direct control over pay levels and structures in assisted institutions. From the inconceivable to the habitual has taken a year. Equally obvious is a wider shift in attitudes towards inequality: vast rewards were acceptable in return for exceptional competence; as compensation for costly incompetence, they are intolerable. Marginal tax rates on the wealthier are on the way back up.

Yet another impact will be on the sense of insecurity. The credibility of moving pension savings from government-run pay-as-you-go systems to market-based systems will be far smaller than before, even though, ironically, the opportunity for profitable long-term investment has risen. Politics, like markets, overshoot.

The search for security will strengthen political control over markets. A shift towards politics entails a shift towards the national, away from the global. This is already evident in finance. It is shown too in the determination to rescue national producers. But protectionist intervention is likely to extend well beyond the cases seen so far: these are still early days.

The impact of the crisis will be particularly hard on emerging countries: the number of people in extreme poverty will rise, the size of the new middle class will fall and governments of some indebted emerging countries will surely default. Confidence in local and global elites, in the market and even in the possibility of material progress will weaken, with potentially devastating social and political consequences. Helping emerging economies through a crisis for which most have no responsibility whatsoever is a necessity.

The ability of the west in general and the US in particular to influence the course of events will also be damaged. The collapse of the western financial system, while China’s flourishes, marks a humiliating end to the “uni-polar moment”. As western policymakers struggle, their credibility lies broken. Who still trusts the teachers?

These changes will endanger the ability of the world not just to manage the global economy but also to cope with strategic challenges: fragile states, terrorism, climate change and the rise of new great powers. At the extreme, the integration of the global economy on which almost everybody now depends might be reversed. Globalisation is a choice. The integrated economy of the decades before the first world war collapsed. It could do so again.

On June 19 2007, I concluded an article on the “new capitalism” with the observation that it remained “untested”. The test has come: it failed. The era of financial liberalisation has ended. Yet, unlike in the 1930s, no credible alternative to the market economy exists and the habits of international co-operation are deep.

“I’ve a feeling we’re not in Kansas any more,” said Dorothy after a tornado dropped her, her house and dog in the land of Oz. The world of the past three decades has gone. Where we end up, after this financial tornado, is for us to seek to determine.

This is the first part of an FT series entitled the Future of Capitalism

Monday, March 09, 2009

I know I know.

I totally suck at this blogging thing recently, but man...it's been exhausting and the time I have free I can't devote to anything thoughtful anymore. I just listen to Zoe Keating, Radio Lab, and whatever else feels right at the moment...and I watch movies (Vicky Cristina Barcelona = Good.) and read books (Beloved was...wow. Jesus Christ Almighty was that ever a book, now onto The Fall).

I did, however, have a wonderful birthday. I invited the "inner circle" so-to-speak, which should contain all of you if you lived in New York, and just boiled up pots and pots of delicious Pasta Fresca from the pasta store a couple of stores down, and cracked 10 bottles of wine as people came in and out and drank and ate themselves silly. Apparently I woke up face down on my desk and then moved to my bed, but I have no memory of that.

As for today, Monday, which I ballsily requested off for vacation during this Great Recession, I decided to just have a day of nothing: I woke up, did some cleaning, ate some leftover baguette, got a haircut, went to see Watchmen on IMAX, went to the gym, and came home to movie and wine (and of course, some work). In either case, it was a good day, and I think I'm ready to tackle the office again and NOT get fired, as it appears my law firm is doing from the most recent Law Blog. I'm starting to see more people I know get laid off and...it's just devastating. It just hits the reset button and life has to start out again. Godspeed and good luck to all of you out there, because it's a dangerous and vicious economy, and we are blessed who can hold on to a good paycheck in these moments.

As for Watchmen, I really don't know how I feel about it. I read the Godfather and then watched the Godfather movie, and felt absolutely nothing from the film because I knew every single detail that was going to be unleashed and didn't really have much love for the movie. I read the book on a sweaty mattress in Delhi, sleeping under a fan while sweating my balls off and developing heat rash, and I thought the book was great. By the time I saw the movie, I was so familiar that I wasn't able to see the movie for what it was. The same goes for Watchmen. I don't have any particular thoughts about the movie except:

1) The fight scenes were stupid. What the hell? Slow-mo "300" violence doesn't make sense if the rest of the movie you've crafted is so grim and moody.
2) Zack Snyder's use of music is embarrassing. Cueing Mozart's Requiem doesn't automatically lend gravity to a scene. Nor does the Sound of Silence.
3) I sorta wanted to see what a Giant Squid looks like.

Otherwise, it appears that his biggest fault was hewing too closely to the panels themselves. I really am curious how people who haven't read the original feel about the movie, because I spent the two and a half hours vigorously scraping the bottom of my nacho cheese cup (delightedly), looking around the huge and packed stadium IMAX seating at 2pm on a MONDAY (perplexedly), and waiting to see how he managed to wrangle the complexity and visuals into a movie format (detachedly).

All in all, it was a good day.

P.S. I apologize if this post was scatterbrained, boring, stupid, embarassing, or full of errors. I have had significant amounts of wine to go with my "working from home" and have dealt with a difficult emotional situation in the last 2 hours that I'm still upset about. Peace out.

Friday, March 06, 2009

It begins again.

I'm begin to foster and nurture tiny hatreds at work. Surprisingly, I truly truly appreciate many of the people I work with on a daily basis. They are fantastic people. They are good people. I am appreciative on an hourly basis for those.

But jesus christ, I am beginning to hate the hell out of some others.

Sunday, March 01, 2009

Scaree

This financial and economic situation is scary. I'm starting to see it creep into the lives of at least half the people I know on the personal side, and on the abstract side, I'm growing increasingly aware of how boxed in we are on all sides. Trust me. We are boxed in: There is hell to pay.

On a brighter note, I have discovered yet another musician that I am growing increasingly fond of: Zoe Keating. I think she's described as an "Avant-garde cellist".

I first came across her on two separate Radiolab episodes (yeah yeah, fuck you, but it really is that good). I've always been particularly fond of the sound of the cello. I find the violins too squeaky, the bass too lacking in character, and the cello this incredibly rich, full instrument with such beautiful sounds. I can't really describe what she does, but her process is actually quite fascinating. She plays alone, with some sort of recording-device she controls with her foot, and as she plays, she records, then loops back her own recording as she plays (and records) yet another section. I don't quite understand how she manages to keep this all going at the same time, but by the time her music builds...you are hearing over like 15 different cello parts all at once, so it's almost like an orchestra of cellos. It's really quite amazing. If you're willing to pay the dollar, download "Sun Will Set" and see what you think.

That's all. My work has been a little exhausting recently, so I've really just sorta checked out and given up...BUT, I did find out that there's this huge orchid show at the Bronx Botanical Garden...which seems sorta exciting to me. Yes, I understand that's not the type of thing I should be excited about, but after reading "The Orchid Thief" I just sorta get semi worked up about it. And I got live tickets to This American Life. And I may go see Glen Hansard in concert. Oh, and Pineapple Express was excellent.

So, maybe things aren't so bad.

Saturday, February 21, 2009

Music.

Today I listened to Billy Corgan sing the words
"And if we died right now,
this fool you love somehow,
is here with you."
And while sitting at my computer, chatting with my friend Mark (who fell in love with the Pumpkins on the basis of that line while totally out of his mind in the backseat of my Dodge Intrepid-stocked-with-subwoofer), I had no other reaction than sitting back in my chair, shaking my head...and typing the word "DAAAAMMNNNN!" Because, seriously, DAAAAMMNNNN.

I had one of those days where I just sat in front of my computer clicking on a lot of the old music from my life...remembering how fucking spectacular some of these songs are.

Then I switched over to the Beatles...
"You tell me that you've got everything you want
And your bird can sing
But you don't get me"
HAHAHA. Awesome.

Honestly, I'm someone who doesn't hear and doesn't give a rat's ass about lyrics. This is why I could never appreciate Bob Dylan, and why I'm able to bear some other types of music. For example, M's suggestion of The Veils - Nux Vomica was a very good one - unless you listen to what the singer is saying, upon which you want to smack him in the face. I would post it here, but for some reason...I'm able to post pictures, videos, and write in Hindi, but not post a song.

Sometimes I just love the fuck out of some music. Admittedly, I have major lapses in taste, but I still love every minute of those terrible terrible songs.

I would engage in the normal self-involved and invariably unread discussions about politics, the economy, or the financial system...but I'm not sure what to say except that things are very very scary. Really. I find myself increasingly withdrawing myself from my daily swim in the news and podcasts. I'm not even familiar with Obama's mortgage program, despite the fact that I've been assigned to be one of the department's experts on mortgage finance. Instead, I have just been turning up the music on my daily commute and listening to more Radiolab (GOD SO GOOD!)

...I hadn't noticed that fact until just now.

Monday, February 16, 2009

A-hahahahahahaha!!!!!

There's not much to say about this coming line of photographs, except the severe reaction of the Asian kid is inexplicable and entirely hilarious. Actually, I take that back. There is TONS to say. But to say it out loud takes away the joy of asking your own questions about how such a propitious moment was captured on film...not once, but three times.

Pure gold.


Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Urrrggh.

So, despite my constant bitching about being a corporate lawyer, I think it has been interesting that I have actually enjoyed my job...and don't think I've actually bitched about it at all. But now...

....Wow.

4 out of the last 5 weekends in the office.

42 billed hours in the last 4 days (Saturday, Monday, Tuesday).

Expectation to be in the office until 1-2 am for the next three days.

3, 4, 5, or 6 conference calls per day.

...Blurgh.

In other words, I am the master of the new Geithner Bailout. Maybe I will comment on it. Someday.

In other news, I bought a 22" samsung monitor to accompany my 13 inch macbook. AND IT IS AWESOME!!!!!!! Circuit City Bankruptcy Whoop Whoop!